Sunday, January 31, 2010
School is so draining and the effects are obvious enough.pressure starting to build up. Bracing myself for there is worse to come.Last year to work hard and prove myself. I gotta do it. good luck to myself as I will need it. Good luck for your last match, deciding match, relax and play. We will be there to support. Sleep is so precious now... random thoughts. tired. nights.
take it step by step, I hope it works
lost in life at 12:20 AM.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Havent blogged in a long time. lazy. school starting. so fast. Another year of stress.Last year in RI. Gonna try to make the most out of it. Ytd was quite fun. Was lazy to send out new year messages so i guess il just blog it.
2009 was a really rough year for me. so many problems such as friendship,results, injuries,relationship stuff. But thanks to all those who really helped me tide through this period.
Thanks 3T for making my sec3 year so memorable.The random guai lan comments in class and screwed up jokes really made me smile amidst all the shit that is happening in my life. And must thank Ruiyi for venting anger with me aft getting back shitty results for the first half of the year.Those actions may be small but it did make a difference.
Thanks weeqin vivian ruiyi brandon yongxin for celebrating my bday with me and that was when i needed you guys most cause of yeah... it made me appreciate you guys even more and you guys were always there for me.thanks for the tight shirts too.
Thanks to the park basketball people for celebrating my bday too. thanks for the awesome tasting cake which i ate and got smeared on my face too. had fun that day also.
and also to SMS and rachel for helping me also. It made me get over things better and smile again.
now all there is left to do is survive 2010,yet another year
actually thank you too for that 2 months and a half of memories cause it definitely made a difference in my life.thanks
lost in life at 10:15 PM.
Monday, November 30, 2009
holidays...so far has been quite packed but with fun stuff =) got an electric guitar.but no amp-.- hope my aunt will get the marshall amp soon.highlighted my hair brownish red. I mugged abit this hoidays.did some O level chinese mock paper. my mum wants me to get A1 for chinese next year.zzz. went to ngee ann last week played alot of full court matches. I think the most time that was spent on this holiday is basketball.lol. everyday play for like 3 hours. now ankles start to show signs of collapsing soon.sian.why cant they like heal fully. Going malaysia next week.gotta buy myself some clothes man. raining now..damn bored. Still addicted to wedding dress xD bye
Wedding dress-taeyang
I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.
Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.
Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.
Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.
Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~
I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.
lost in life at 2:54 PM.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
500 days of summer is a damn awesome movie. caught it with loke and ruiyi today. We are like the 1 percent of the whole theatre that is not as a couple.the rest al couples.lol. anyway it was awesome. the movie made so much sense. no such thing as fate. whatever we do or whoever we meet in life is just coincidence. lol. the actress in the movie damn bitch. never give the guy a REASON FOR A BREAKUP and just went on to marry another guy. AWESOME.hoho. ending was damn boomz =D you all should watch it man! then let yourself realise that your fucking girl or boyfriends are fucking fake bullshit made up of coincidences.hah. peace out yo =D
lost in life at 12:59 AM.
Friday, October 23, 2009
today is the end of eoys. had 3 hours of LAN and 4 hours at brandon's house. freakin awesome. i got a week to enjoy before taking back results. heng ah.heh i think i screwed up.lol
lost in life at 10:10 PM.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Miwohago Wonmanghago Lyrics (Singer: F.T. Island)
miwohago it-jyo geudaeran sara-meul
apaso nal apeuge haeso
mibko tto miwohajyo
wonmanghago it-jyo saranghan sara-meul
oraedo tashi oraedo moreu-neun chok
toraso-neun saraminikka
saran-geul jiul ttaekkaji saran-geul
boril ttaekkaji miwohago miwohamyo
saragal kkoyeyo
nunmuri mareul ttae-kkaji
na-neun geudael mon nohwayo
wonmanghago wonmanghamyo
pyongsaengeul sanda haedo
kiokhago it-jyo saranghan keudaereul
nae soni tto nae tu nuni sarangiran
ireumeuro kiokhanikka
saran-geul jiul ttaekkaji saran-geul
boril ttaekkaji miwohago miwohamyo
saragal kkoyeyo
nunmuri mareul ttae-kkaji
na-neun geudael mon nohwayo
wonmanghago wonmanghamyo
pyongsaengeul sanda haedo
mamedo om-neun mal
haengbokhara-neun mal mothaeyo
ajikdo geudaen nae saranginikka
chugodo anin gonkayo
chugodo anin gonkayo
tashi bogo tashi pwado
na-neun anin-gayo
miwodo dashi hanbonman
a-neul sudo om-neun gojyo
ta aljiman anh-dwineyo
keudael saranghanikka
hate and resentment...
lost in life at 9:16 PM.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
As everyone knows today was interclass soccer. I have no complaints about the organisation cos the org comm did well in planning.HOWEVER, wth is wrong with the referees. Is it so hard to find someone who understands the game to ref. Cos of this mistake, my class got eliminated during the group stages. Lost 1 Draw 2. guess what. the match we lost, we had a chance to equalise due to a handball by *******. BUT the freaking ref said he didnt see-.- everyone present was shouting 'handball handball' but wth man.fine. 2nd match. Nick scored.Just because the ref didnt position himself well, he couldnt see the goal because it was into the corner. and people had to take advantage of this situation and insist that it wasnt a goal.cmon. Talk about sportsmanship and integrity. BE ASHAMED OF YOUR GOD-DAMN SELVES MAN. Many uncalled fouls.I freaking got slide tackled into the ankle TWICE,both of which the guy didnt get the ball.NO FOUL.WOW. super pissed off. Whatever. I think my class deserved to progress because firstly. we had integrity and displayed sportsmanship. First match that we lost,the opponent's shot crossed the line. the ref say no goal but we insisted it went past the line.Although it cost us the match, we weren't sad as we know we had the integrity to say it. but what about the other classes man. Next, we played well despite not playing together for a long time. 3T, we know we are the true champs although we didnt win. We played as a team,lost as a team. We did well.
lost in life at 8:46 PM.
